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Admiral Lord Aral Vorkosigan ([personal profile] use_everything) wrote2016-01-16 07:55 am

Voice Testing Post

Canon

A.


[You may find yourself facing large, heavy gates. Behind the bars, you can easily see the enormous, austere residence spread both tall and wide against a backdrop of a lake, stables and a small, private cemetery. The unbridled horse grazing, unhitched beside a carriage, by a liveried servant is in direct opposition to an obviously futuristic lightflier not far from it.

Even the guard that narrows to nervous attention holds both a sword and a strange, small device.]


And you are?

[The voice comes from behind.

Aral, for his part, neither looks, nor feels the part of the lord. Having taken the long way, treacherous and unmonitored paths and foothills back to the residence, he smells of sap, a chemical tinge of smoke and the exertion it took to get back. His green dress uniform had survived in all but the pressed edges, looking as if he'd intended the slight look of disarray and set jaw.

He lifts a hand, stilling the guard from comment on him, and focuses all of his attention on this newcomer.]


B.

[The Counts and Minsters poured out of the building first. The debates of the evening being traded in words so sharp that they might as well have been blows. Aral followed much more sedately, having taken a bit of time to brief his intelligence officer and leave orders for the evening.

It's by chance he stumbled across a stranger, enough out of place to inspire both caution and curiosity in equal measures.]


You seem lost.

Mask or Menace

C.


[It helped to liken the city to a space station. It had the bustle of a large hub.. the rowdy clash and wild fusion of fashions and cultures that defied any easy identification of a trend or perhaps some anthropological hint as to the people - and species... intelligent and alien, the very thought sent his mind into fits of fantasy and planning at once. It was like water, as far as he could tell. Formless, impossible to grip, but could fill the air around you and sweep one far away should he let it. There were colors and layers fitting the ghem Cetagandan... lack of modesty known to the Betans... the maliable gathering of anything adorned by a Jacksonian mindset...

And yet, nothing that fit anything else.

There was only one way to begin. Diplomatically.]


Might I ask a question?

OTHER

[Pick your poison, or let me know and I'll cater a starter to you.]
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[personal profile] vorbarra 2016-01-18 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Well. I wouldn't say retirement. One does not stop being Vor.

[Obviously he's not too Betan.]
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[personal profile] vorbarra 2016-01-18 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[Worried he might find true idleness not to his taste? Itchy, almost?]

I'm sure. It is... less mystifying but no less bizarre, for me. I am not used to being the one who knows more between the two of us, at all.

[A nice dry comment there as he starts to pick at his own food.]
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oh. my brain just fixed it for me without me noticing. the real helper

[personal profile] vorbarra 2016-01-18 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Because it's bloody weird? [he shoots back, revealing heretofore unseen levels of dryness. Gregor's obviously now relaxed enough to curse around him.]
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[personal profile] vorbarra 2016-01-18 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's relieved to hear him laugh, but the words sober him, his motions slowing until his fork rests on his plate immobile.]

You did, [he says quietly.] You always did.
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[personal profile] vorbarra 2016-01-19 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a moment in which Gregor can only think, helplessly, You damn Vorkosigans, what is with you and this determined, resolute faith in me? Because it's not blind loyalty and I know it. None of you could ever be blind.

He's overwhelmed by this reaffirmation. He knows very well that Aral, for all his obligation to duty, would never offer an oath like this unprompted unless he was sure of it. There's a million ways to fulfill duty without putting your heart right along with it and Gregor has watched him do it a hundred ways, a thousand times, has learned that ability from him, to keep going forward as your liege-sworn and your troops need from you no matter how it burns you.

This is not that. This is the other, this is Miles's loyalty as clear and uninhibited as sunlight across a pond, brightening everything down to the depths. Aral's has a different quality to it, more to him like light filtered through forest leaves, spotting the earthen floor just enough to enable growth.

His hands are not tight; they rest peacefully in his lap, but something in him burns.]
I will do everything I can never to make you think otherwise. [And he opens the link between them just a little, a creaking of a door, so some of Gregor's pervasive awe and his own burning need to live up to his faith, to serve, can peek through.]
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[personal profile] vorbarra 2016-01-20 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
[If there's one thing Gregor's good at, it's hiding his true feelings away, concealing himself. He's only just started to learn that being Emperor can feel less like putting a mask on, and more like taking one off.

That one glimpse is all Aral gets before it eases closed again, his shyness reasserting itself. And it is shyness in at least equal measure to the self-protectiveness, now; those two motives are rebalancing themselves, where before it'd been all the latter, and a quiet surety that he'd be found wanting. Now he thinks, maybe, he won't be. Not with that pride echoing back, a bewildering gift he'd never thought to look for and is being handed all unasked for. The delicate newness of it is of no bearing at all in face of the fact that it exists.

Small steps. But really, he's going to have to share this moment with Miles later, because Miles will understand.

Gregor looks down at his own plate and laughs just a little, tension flooding out of him all at once after that exchange.]
I know. It's pretty bland, isn't it? But it's edible and I'm managing to feed myself, so I'm satisfied just with this. Funny to think it might upgrade to good instead of not bad if I'm here long enough.
Edited 2016-01-20 06:27 (UTC)
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[personal profile] vorbarra 2016-01-21 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
[Gregor's not insulted-- he's the one who'd called it bland, he's expecting to be agreed with.]

I can't imagine you cooking, [Gregor admits.] You always have better things to be doing. I've been joking with Miles, actually, that it's fine that I do all of it because I need to provide for the Imperium. Though the Imperium seems to have tripled on me recently.